Big Weekend

Millions of Gods - Part 1

April 26, 1997

Humankind is on a farm planet.

Corky: Don't they say something about music touches the heart of the soul? We're going to try an experiment here tonight. We're going to try to do a meditation with the phallus. There is always a swing of the pendulum in everything. There's a swing from conservatism to the liberalism. And it swings back and forth between the two in everything in life. Everything has its opposites; there is nothing that doesn't have its opposite. In the world today they speak of a balance or a balance of the two opposites or a position in between those. And we happen to be in a western society that has a strong rejection for themselves. For their own personal sexuality, for who they are. There's millions of millions of gods and everyone worships their god. And we'll get into describing those gods in a few minutes after we try the projection of possibility into nothingness.

Nothingness is the womb and total possibility is a little larger than the womb and the reason is because there is more possibility than there is nothingness. And that's why there's more matter than there is antimatter and that's the reason why we're all here. Because if there was more nothingness there wouldn't be anything and you wouldn't be here. And that is the phi equation. The larger size is the projection of possibility and the nothingness is the womb. But the projection of possibility has to enter the womb and copulate with it an infinite number of times in a finite moment to cause a resonation and the resonation comes out, which is the word.

In the beginning was the word, or the sound, and the sound or the word became god, not a person, not a human kind, but an element of energy that as it projected itself out it took upon many different types of resonances. And you will hear the resonance in the resonation as it goes vavoom... vavoom... vavoom when we do the meditation. And those resonations all interact with each other and form what's called matter. Science today calls matter energy. All matter is energy in a compacted state. And you take matter and turn it back into energy. And this phenomenal thing of all possibility entering the womb of creation creates everything that possibly could ever be, anything that could ever be in the imagination of possibility itself.

Humankind is on a farm planet. Very interesting that the Heavens Gate people said that the planet earth is a farm planet and they were going to the next level. Now, we're a little different from them. We're not here for any death rituals. What we're here for is to keep the flame alive of consciousness. And it's done by what is called the continuum. And the continuum is made up of all of those souls that have gone before you. They've refused to go back into creation to continue all possibility for existence to be; they are Krishna, they are Christ, they're Elohim, they're Shekinah, they're Buddha. In Atlantis they called it Amen. All the Christians close their prayers, the world closes all of their prayers, with Amen. The source of creation. It is a vibration; it's an energy that interrelates with itself as possibility creates everything that exists.

The Heavens Gate people, they want me to talk about it on the news but I'll talk about it on this video instead. I didn't have much to say about them. The Heavens Gate people went around and said would you like to go to a higher level. Would you like to enter a U.F.O. and be taken there spiritually? Or would you like to go through the portal. And there were only 39 people ready. It's a beginning of a new millennium. Many unbelievable things are going to happen. I hope every one of you here lives to be a thousand years old in good health. But in that thousand years you have a responsibility to your own self to discover who you are and put a little tiny bit of your attention on something other than those things out there that bring to you a cursory, a facade, a momentary satisfaction. Something that you think is going to make you be in a state of peace. Something that you think is going to make you whole or complete when you attain it. And that's hope and that's wish and that's want. And that's all in the future of illusion that doesn't exist and the purpose of Summum, always has been in every age as its been reintroduced, is for those few souls that decide to progress on into a different state of consciousness to find out what they really are, to find out what they really worship, to have a total examination of all religions and all philosophies.

Live as long as you can, learn as much as you can about every religion and every philosophy. And if any of you decide to commit suicide, I would suggest that you take six months leave, or a sabbatical, and spend at least 2 days a week with a psychiatrist, and allow that psychiatrist to talk you out of committing suicide, and give you all the medication and all the hope, and in that six months go to every religion and every philosophy possible to continue to live, to continue to keep alive the flame of the continuum. You're here for a purpose. All of you have a destiny. And your destiny is to progress on in your eternal progression and eternal evolution. Don't get stuck, every moment is a new enlightenment. Every sunrise is a new day. Be within that day. Stay within it as totally as you can, but find yourself. Find out who you really are inside. Look within yourself. And discover what creation is, and why there is a continuum.

Now, this will be the first time we have entered total-ness into nothingness. Into creating the vibration of creation. And we'll see if I'm capable, I may have to go back to the old way. Is everybody ready? Now, is the water still trickling back there in the sink? Make it louder so everyone can hear it.

Al: Your gonna make everyone want to pee.

Corky: Yeah, that's sort of called a cleansing. Ready? [Rings bell for first time with Golden Phallus.]

Summum means "sum total." It's a reconciliation of all of the opposites. Summum is the root of creation; it is the sound that just came out of total possibility going into nothingness, the womb. All of the religions and all of the different philosophies are leaves on the tree of Summum. Every leaf believes because of its position that it is the correct leaf. And from that perspective it is, it is the correct leaf. It's a divine leaf. It came out of the source. Everything came out of the same creation and to deny any part of it as being part of creation is the state of not understanding. Of not being aware. Everything came out of the whole. And I'm going to try to clarify some of the things that I've said in the past in the class that upset a lot of you and in the clarification I may upset some other people.

As we began, I spoke of the millions and billions and trillions of gods. And something becomes a god when you put your attention on it. Because your attention is who you are. That's your life force, that's the energy within you. When you die, the life force leaves and all there is, is a container or body left. But the life force continues on, it can't be destroyed, it is impossible. When you were given birth into your body, as it said in the Old Testament, which is very, very, very true, that god breathed the life into the body. And the spirit entered and then it became alive. It is not alive in the womb, all it is, is a vehicle or a temple or a body. Life does not exist as a humanoid until the baby starts to breath and it takes in the breath of life. The issue of abortion, very interesting issue today. There is no soul in the fetus, there is no spirit within it until it takes the breath of life as it says in the Old Testament. All it is, is a car being put together with an engine without a battery. And when you stick the battery in there and you turn on the ignition and start it, it's alive and it goes. But until you add the battery and you start it, it is not a moving vehicle, it is not complete. And that's the exact same thing with your bodies. That the exact same thing with everything in life. We have a seed, we stick it in the ground. It has all the potential of a living plant or a tree. But what does it take? It takes energy from the sun. And the sun shines down on the earth and the water element moistens the seed and the warmth from the sun allows the kernel to break off of the seed and then a root starts.

As above, so below. This is the exact same thing that happens with an embryo. And as soon as the little green sprout pops above the earth and the energy of the sun shines upon it, then the plant is born. And it begins to give off oxygen and consume carbon dioxide. Exactly like a fetus within the body. It's not alive, the seed dies and the plant is born. The fetus dies and the human is born as it comes out of the womb and takes its first breath of life.

In past classes I've insulted a lot of people, and that's part of my, um, job. And in the insulting I've challenged some of their gods. And all of you have gods. There's nothing wrong with having gods. It's perfectly normal, because creation, as we started here with the resonance of all possibility entering into the nothingness created everything. And so it's ok to have all the gods you would like. Although, for you to eternally progress on, you need to discover who you are. They call it self-realization, they call it enlightenment. All the philosophies have talked about it; all the religions have talked about it, gaining an awareness or a contact with the God within you. Or praying to your father in heaven and asking for some kind of favor.

There is a great difference between listening and talking. In prayer most people talk within their mind. And they place out in their prayer the things that they would like. They would like to be happy, they would like to be well, they would like to attain certain things, they would like their family to be close, they would like world peace. And in their prayer, they are calling upon god for those things to happen. But in prayer they never listen. They don't listen to god, they don't listen to the god within them, they make statements from their mind of their desires and wishes and hopes and wants for the future that doesn't exist. And they can't exist in the now, wanting those things that they don't have. Therefore they cannot be at peace, because they don't have them, or they wouldn't be asking for them. They can't be one, like Christ said, "As I am with the Father." Because they're thinking in their mind about what they're going to say.

I don't know what I'm going to say in this class to really be honest with you. Because I speak the same way that Christ did, from that same source. The same source that Krishna spoke from, that Buddha spoke from, from Mohammad, from all the great masters throughout time from the creation of AMEN. I never prepare for the classes, I listen. And I accept my destiny. And by accepting my destiny I make a choice. Which is the paradox, I do have the right to choose what I shall be, and I choose my destiny. And when I choose my destiny that brings me peace. But if you don't choose your destiny, you're in a fight with your illusions and your hopes and your wishes and your prayers for tomorrow of how it should be. And those are the gods of mammon. And there is nothing wrong with worshiping the gods of mammon. It's part of the eternal progression or evolution that everyone goes through. Everyone has a first priority and then a second and third, fourth, fifth, and they go all down the list of priorities. The things that are most important to them. And I guarantee every one of you here, there may be a couple of them, but your first priority is to stay alive and maintain what you believe life to be.

Su, would you read this for us? Psalms 23 and 24 next to the microphone for everybody.

Su: I can't read this.

Corky: Yeah, you can do it. Go ahead and try. You can read real slow if you like, two words per minute.

Su: Psalm 23: The lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death...

Corky: Stop. Right there. Read that one more time.

Su: Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death...

Corky: Now weren't we just talking about that your number one priority is to stay alive? Now the lord here is talking about you guys walking through the valley of the shadow of death. None of you are going to get out of this alive. You may live a thousand years, but every one of your little bodies here are gonna die. OK.

Su: Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou prepares a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou annointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all of the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the lord forever. Psalm 24: The earth is the lord's and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein. For he hath founded it upon the seas, and established it upon the floods. Who shall ascend into the hill of the lord? Or who shall stand in his holy place? He that hath clean hands and a pure heart; who hath not lifted up his soul unto vanity, nor sworn deceitfully. He shall receive the blessing from the lord and righteousness from the God of his salvation.

Corky: Can we stop there? What the prophet here is saying is that vanity are those gods out there in the world that we hope, wish and want for to attain and acquire to make us special, to make us different, to make people pay attention to us. OK.

Su: This is the generation of them that seek him, that seek thy face, O Jacob. Selah. Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lifted up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The lord strong and mighty, the lord mighty in battle. Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The lord of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah.

Corky: Everybody is trying to stay alive. And in this prophecy it says that until you are able to walk through the valley of the shadow of death, until you are able to become one with that lord inside of you, that you will have no fear of death. That it could walk in the door and take your life, or what you think your life is, or take away your physical temple or your body and you will continue on. But there is a realization that is necessary to take place for that to happen, for you to be in that peace. There is nothing wrong, with doing everything possible within the world. But there is something very right about discovering the lord within yourself. So that as you walk through the valley of life that every step that you take, you have no fear. That you can stand before anyone and speak honestly and truthfully, no matter who they are. No matter what power they hold. No matter what they say they can do to you. You have no fear. Because fear is destruction. So the purpose of the class is to try to suggest to each and every one of you to touch you in such a way, that you spend some time listening, instead of in the vanity of the world. Just a little bit of time, in silence. Listening to the life force within you, which is god. And the more that you listen to it, the more light comes from it, the more enlightenment comes from it.

It's like the sun shining on the plant. It is the energy of creation. As the leaves unfold themselves and listen to the light shining from heaven, they grow, they become larger, they fulfill their destiny. But if they were turning all of their attention to something else, other than the light of creation, they wouldn't grow, they wouldn't be awakened, they wouldn't fulfill and accept the destiny of their seed. To become what their seed has programmed them to be. Each one of you is a special soul. Each one of you has a special mission. But before you can fulfill that, before you can accept your destiny, you have to turn your leaves towards creation. You have to listen. You have to accept the light. That needs to become your number one priority. It doesn't mean that at night you don't close your leaves, and dance in the world of existence. It does not mean that you don't accept the pleasures and celebrations of life. It doesn't mean that you don't gain the wealth of the world; it does not mean that you don't have the opportunity to do whatever all possibility has created.

But for you to progress, for you to enlighten and to truly fulfill your destiny, your number one priority needs to be discovering god within you. Number two can be anything you would like it to be. There can be millions of them. But the first one comes with discovering creation within you, or the source, or the root, or the oneness that it all came from. And the way you do that is listening. In silence. You listen to creation. You don't tell it something. That is vanity. You don't pray for something that you want. That is vanity. You listen. You listen to your destiny and you accept it for what it is, and then you celebrate it. You have joy within it. And you have the greatest gift that no one else will ever have: peace. Because, as long as you are praying for something you can't have peace, because you haven't got it. You have want, you have need, you have desire.

But once you accept your destiny, once you listen to it, once you listen to the god within you, you have the ability to walk through the valley of death and fear nothing. Because everything is yours. Nothing can be taken from you. For you have everything. The number one priority. All the other things fall into place automatically. Any questions?

Q: Do those beings within the continuum, at a certain point ever choose to come back and participate in life again?

Corky: Yes, they always come back. They participate in the work, they continue in the work maintaining creation itself. They are the seeds. They are the light.

Q: Have you ever had a particular connection to someone specific in the continuum? And had a very clear understanding that they are ready to jump back into the life, and relationship?

Corky: Oh yes. The continuum that exists right now is not ready to come back to this level, the continuum that maintains this creation. But there are those ready to enter the continuum that continue to come back to do the work that is necessary to be allowed into the continuum.

Q: Okay and when that takes place, it's like I feel like I know that it is coming, and I am afraid of the void that will take place.

Corky: The paradox of it is that once you enter the continuum you are everything. There is no fear there. You are the thing, or part of creation itself that makes everything and in that valley no fear exists. There is no void. It is all possibility.

Now, why don't we do this, why don't we do another quick try on the meditation and then we'll all go cleanse ourselves, and come back in and talk about another topic. It is very beautiful to listen, rather than to put out a demand of vanity.